I have gained 10 pounds in the last 6 months or so. I knew I was getting "comfortable" as my friend Katie called it, but I never thought there was that much of a difference until I weighed myself yesterday and saw I was 120! Now some of you might not think thats such a big difference, but for someone with such a small frame even a few pounds is visible. and also i've weighed 110 for probably around 5 or 6 years so to gain weight that fast is a big deal! i feel shitty enough about my newly aquired ripples and jiggles but the worst part is that EVERYBODY comments on it. i guess i deserve all the "chubby" comments because i was skinny for so long. I think some poeple actually enjoy my predicament, and people actually poke my tummy. all the time. like christ its not like im the pillsbury dough-boy. but I dont look at myself the same way at all, like all i can focus on is the chub. my boyfriend is so sweet and wonderful and says that i am the sexiest most beautiful girl, but its getting extremely hard for me to believe him. i have cellulite for the first time in my life!! ahhhh!! if i complain about it people are like "oh liz its not that big a deal" but the same people are always teasing me about getting chubby or bringing up how ive put on a few. i know its my fault because i dont work out and i eat shitty but i think its gonna take a lot of work to get back in shape and until then im gonna feel like, i dont know, some kind of slobby lard-ass or something, not good.